Then I slapped my goddamn self back into reality. Along the way, I realized that this savage rendering of myself wasn't actually who I am. I had just removed all the guts and personality to fight for something I didn't really want and couldn't fucking see through.
I had to scrape the bones of who I was and rebuild that shit from scratch. But I had another epiphany, you should be fucking shameless with the love you have for yourself. You're a fucking diamond. Sometimes you just have to excavate that shit.
Here's some ladies who have suffered complete deracination and are more inspiring for it.
Billie Holiday
Elizabeth Taylor
Stevie Nicks
Tina Turner
Here's my give no fucks outfit this weekend. Watermelon bikini top by River Island and inspired by Beyonce lyrics. Find it here: watahhhmellooonnnnn
After the fire swept clean the Earth - the lonesome pines crushed like wrapping paper beneath the bloody moon - they stood up and started building Rome.
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